Are You Really The One?

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As the door closed behind me, I rushed eagerly to my hiding place.  I was sure it was a good one; they’d never find me here.

It only took a moment though for my triumph to turn to terror.  As the door shut completely, I was plunged into darkness deeper than I’d imagined, and I felt the panic beginning to rise.

I wanted nothing more than to get back to the safety of the light, but it was so dark that I couldn’t even see the door, and I was scared I wouldn’t find it.  I had no choice but to wait until someone found me.

Suddenly I regretted finding such a good hiding place.  What if they didn’t find me?  What if I had to stay here until morning?  It’s funny how your thoughts can spiral out of control as you sit in the dark.

I waited and waited.  Still no-one came.  The tiniest noise began to scare me.  I knew really it was only traffic outside, or people in other parts of the building, or water in the pipes, but with every minute I waited, my fear increased.  What if there was someone in here with me?

I tried to think logically.  I had been in this room many times before and I knew it was perfectly safe.  The darkness hadn’t changed anything, except to make me afraid.  Eventually I sat and repeated one sentence over and over in my mind: “It’s just the same room without the light.  It’s just the same room without the light.”

When I was finally found, I no longer cared about winning the game.  I was just glad to be back in the light and with other people.

That memory of a childhood game of hide-and-seek is one that has stuck with me, because I think what was true in the game is also true in life: we may know the truth, but when it’s dark and we’re alone, it’s all too easy for doubt and fear to creep in.

As we continue this series looking at questions people asked Jesus, today we come to a question asked by John the Baptist.

“John the Baptist, who was in prison, heard about all the things the Messiah was doing.  So he sent his disciples to ask Jesus, “Are you the Messiah we’ve been expecting, or should we keep looking for someone else?””  (Matthew 11:2-3 NLT)

It seems strange that John should ask this question.  After all, he knew Jesus was the Messiah.  Even before his birth he recognised that- jumping for joy in his mother’s womb when Mary visited her shortly after becoming pregnant with Jesus.  (Luke 1:41)

Later John was the one to point Jesus out as “the Lamb of God who takes away the sin of the world” (John 1:29 NLT), and he witnessed the Holy Spirit descending on Jesus at his baptism and heard the voice of God affirming Jesus as his Beloved Son.  John knew who Jesus was.

Yet in the darkness and loneliness of prison, it seems that John began to doubt what he knew. Could he have been wrong?  If Jesus really was the Messiah, then why was he in this situation?  It’s very easy for our circumstances to cloud the truth.

Jesus’ answer is gentle.  He doesn’t rebuke or criticise John for his doubts, but he says to his friends, “Go back to John and tell him what you have heard and seen- the blind see, the lame walk, the lepers are cured, the deaf hear, the dead are being raised to life, and the Good News is being preached to the poor.  And tell him, God blesses those who do not turn away because of me.””  (Matthew 11:4-6 NLT)

He points to the evidence.  Despite God’s seeming lack of action in John’s situation, miracles are happening elsewhere- signs that Jesus is indeed the Messiah.  He gives no reason why the miracles are happening for others but not for John, (check out this post for more reflection on that question) but he encourages John not to turn away from the truth he knows, and to hold firm.

I find this story encouraging in several ways.  First of all, if John the Baptist got caught up in his circumstances and had doubts, surely it’s to be expected that we may feel the same way at times.

Secondly, I’m encouraged by Jesus’ response: both the response he gives John’s disciples to pass on to him, and also his response as they are leaving and he speaks to the crowd.  Maybe some of them were a little unsettled by John’s doubts, but Jesus praises John publicly, and explains that since John began preaching the Kingdom of Heaven has been advancing and that is why it is under attack.  He doesn’t seem to think less of John for his doubts, and he shows compassion rather than condemnation.

Finally it encourages me that what is true in the light is also true in the dark.  There will be times when we can’t see it, when we are paralysed by fear, unable to move forward, just waiting for someone to find us and for the light to come back on.

In those times we need to hold our nerve and cling to the truth.  Circumstances will change, but God’s character does not.  We may not always understand what God is doing in a situation, but we can hold to his faithfulness, trust in his power, and rest in his unfailing love.

One day we’ll see more clearly, but for now, hold on: it’s just the same room without the light.

This is part of a series looking at questions people asked Jesus in the Bible.  You can find an index page with all the posts in the series here.  I was planning only to post once a week for this series, but the Five Minute Friday prompt word this week was “why” so I couldn’t resist adding an extra post.  If you missed that post you can catch up here.

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32 thoughts on “Are You Really The One?

  1. “Weep with Me” by Rend Collective now playing in my mind. I’m so thankful that what was true in the light is still true in the dark. Thanks for this helpful illustration and sharing of John’s question and experience. Jesus’ compassionate but truthful answers continue to amaze me!

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  2. Dear Lesley, how can we stand on the truth if we haven’t been rocked by doubts? How do we feel the warmth of the Light of the World if we never experienced the cold and dark? Thank you for offering the comfort of knowing we are not alone in going through both. How Jesus must love us to allow whatever it takes to draw us closer to Him!

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  3. Such encouraging words! I had a similar reminder recently when I turned out the lights in the garage before I opened the door and had to feel my way around! –>”What’s true in the light is also true in the dark.” Yessss!!!! Blessings!

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  4. What is true in the light is also true in the dark. I find it unnerving how fear can take over what we know to be true and we believe it without much hesitation. Your story of hiding in the dark makes me think about my sons when they were young. Their perceptive was skewed when they were in the dark. It took reassurance from mom or dad to help them realize they’re okay. Jesus does the same. He reassures us and reassured the people around John the Baptist. I love your question series.

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  5. Lesley, first off, your story reminded me of a time when I hid and no one could find me. In the neighborhood where I grew up, the homes were old. As in they had these square-shaped columns that lined the alleys where people used to dump their cinder from cooking fires and whatnot. It was the perfect size for a child to crawl into. I got my feelings hurt and I hid to get away from everyone. No one could find me. When I cooled off, I came out of my spot. I was probably kind of ornery to do that.

    I love the insight you bring to this story. One thing I had never thought about was the importance of remembering that what is true in the light is also true in the dark. We MUST remember that when we walk through the dark seasons. Thank yo so much.

    I LOVED this post.

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    1. Thanks for sharing your story and adding your thoughts here, Jeanne! Yes, it is so important to remember the truth of God’s love and faithfulness when we walk through dark seasons and struggle to actually see it.

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  6. It’s so true that the darkness is the same space we’re used to just without the light on. I’m thinking about all the times I do that with God – I just to shut out his light, thinking I can maneuvering in the dark anyway. I can’t, at least not for very long. I’m grateful for the light, His light, that’s for sure. Thanks for sharing this at #PorchStories.

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  7. It’s so easy for us to forget His compassion, isn’t it? (Or is that just me?) 🙂 I can get down on myself and think that He’s down on me, too. So comforted that He’s not a God of condemnation toward His children. That may not have been your intended take-away for this, but that was a welcome take-away for me today. Thank you! ((Hug))

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  8. “In those times we need to hold our nerve and cling to the truth. Circumstances will change, but God’s character does not. We may not always understand what God is doing in a situation, but we can hold to his faithfulness, trust in his power, and rest in his unfailing love.”

    A great message, Lesley. I posted a similar one here. Thanks for sharing!

    https://shawnakersministries.com/2017/01/30/when-you-are-not-convinced-god-has-your-back/

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