Trying To Trust…

This post is written to link with Five Minute Friday: write for five minutes on a one-word prompt. The prompt today is “trust.” Also joining the Sweet Tea and Friends monthly link-up.

“When I am afraid, I will put my trust in you.” (Psalm 56:3 NLT)

As someone who has struggled with fear and anxiety for most of my life, these words of David are comforting.

When you’re afraid, it can be easy to feel like your faith is lacking, to think that if you really trusted God you wouldn’t be afraid.

But trust is not the absence of fear; it’s a choice about how to respond to fear. David doesn’t say that because he trusts in God he won’t fear. He says that when he is afraid (not if!) he will choose to put his trust in God.

How does he do this?

First of all, he comes to God and talks honestly about his situation. He is being attacked and hounded by his enemies, and he tells God about what is bothering him. (Psalm 56:1-2)

He holds to God’s promises. This is where the trust comes in. Three times in the Psalm he says, “I praise God for what he has promised.” (v4,10) It’s as if he is reminding himself that God’s promises are true even though he can’t see the evidence of that in his current situation. He chooses to believe that God will do what he says, even if the answer to prayer doesn’t come quickly or in the way he expects.

He remembers that God sees his pain and that God cares: “You keep track of all my sorrows. You have collected all my tears in a bottle. You have recorded each one in your book.” (Psalm 56:8 NLT)

He reminds himself that God is bigger than the challenges he faces. (v11)

He puts his hope in something much more lasting than his temporary challenging circumstances (v13) – God has rescued him from death and, he can walk in God’s light, which gives life and hope no matter what darkness he faces.

This challenges me about how I respond to my own anxiety-inducing circumstances. Do I allow myself to be sucked into a downward spiral of worry, or can I echo David’s words?

“When I am afraid, I will put my trust in you.”

21 thoughts on “Trying To Trust…

  1. If I said I’d nights of ease,
    you would quickly know I’d lied,
    and so, friend, forgive me, please,
    for in the dark I’m terrified.
    Does abyss lie past the pain,
    is there something that will last?
    Will some part of me remain?
    And thus, trembling, I must cast
    my fate upon the holy words,
    my soul unto a frail belief,
    my heart to path that’s headed towards
    what I long will be relief,
    when at ending of my very best,
    my head can rest ‘gainst my God’s chest.

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    1. I think you are a great example of someone trusting in the midst of suffering and uncertainty. Praying that you know God closely with you and know his peace.

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  2. ‘trust is not the absence of fear; it’s a choice about how to respond to fear.’

    love this, Lesley. we get to choose, we get to respond instead of react. thank you for this reminder.

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  3. It looks like lots of us are resonating with the fact that we may never eliminate our fear, but we can trust God IN our fear. Thanks for this insight, Lesley! I totally agree with you.

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